forcefemjdwon [she/her]

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Cake day: March 2nd, 2025

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  • Watched The Garden of Sinners: A Study in Murder (Part 1) semi-recently and discovered apparently some trans viewers think it’s a trans allegory. Well, I do somewhat understand the appeal of this reading, but you have to 1) ignore the fact that SHIKI is literally a trans man and 2) reduce his existence to a metaphor, which for personal reasons I am pretty opposed to doing.

    From the light novel, Shiki’s POV:

    I leave Akitaka and head back to the building. Locking myself up in my room, I take off my gi. I stare at the mirror… A woman’s body is reflected back at me. If I were to put on some make-up, and pull a scary face, I might be able to look like a guy; but there’s nothing that can be done about the body. My body, that grows every day, that is sending [織]Shiki into despair.

    “Maybe I should have been born a guy.”

    I talk aloud to no one. No, there is someone I can talk to. Inside me, another personality called [織]Shiki . All children of the Ryougi family are prepared two different names with the same pronunciation. The name of the yin, a name as a man. The name of the yang, a name as a woman. Since I was born female, I was named [式]Shiki, which means “equation” or “form”. If I would have been born male, I would have been named [織]Shiki, which means “to weave”.

    Anyway, Overlooking View is better.






  • I’m watching Momentary Lily with a friend. It really picked up at episodes seven and eight. Hinted at in episode 2 (“That day, I met an unforgettable, lifelong friend.”)

    spoiler

    My head… Why do I see Yuri-chan?

    You still sound like you even without your memories.

    “I don’t remember anything, but I’m Renge.” “You’re not. Onee-chan died.”

    I don’t remember anything, yet I have memories that I don’t recognize.

    I know what you are, Renge-chan.

    Other than that, very much enjoying The Summer Hikaru Died and Watanare. Hoping to start up some manga and possibly light novels this month.