I swear I’m not Jessica

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Cake day: July 4th, 2023

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  • Legit felt like I had fewer choices with those mods. I wanted to murder all those poorly written NPCs when I walked in on Depravity, but I was low level and everyone was essential (at least after saying “I’ll think about it”). At least Fusion City Rising didn’t fuck with the main quests as much.

    I hate how it turned the game into a bad joke while acting like it wasn't worse.

    The obsession with strip clubs in the most nonsensical of places(the Institute?! really?!!!), the unfunny meta humor, the obsession with making stuff technically fit the lore without regard for if it was good(yes it might be possible, but is it justified?).

    Compared to literally every major quest mod I’ve played for Skyrim, it was shockingly bad. Only the dungeon crawling and cosmetic loot were worth my time.



  • Learn to love yourself so you have something to fight for. Be consciously grateful for the good things in life, as you’ll get more happiness out of them than you do now. Live in the moment so you can fully appreciate what you experience.

    Working will still suck and you’ll feel bad sometimes, but so long as you can get everything out of the good; so long as you don’t let bullshit ruin your sense of self, you won’t want to die.

    Filling your life in this way is a constant effort, but it will keep it from being hollow. Novel interests alone can’t compete.














  • Hey! We do good work with our popularity <3

    Good work?

    A ton of similar communities on sites like reddit aren’t so supportive. Like many mentally ill communities, they feed off of their worst instincts instead of their best. That may be rewarding, but it also convinces people that they can continue being horrible to themselves.

    I’m really proud of everyone here for not wallowing in our self hatred. I want us to be open about our struggles and insecurities, but I also hope we can offer a helping hand to each other as well. We can’t be perfect, but we can try our best to be good.

    I can’t and won’t force people to “get help,” because I know it doesn’t work like that. The only person who can save oneself is oneself. Our life is our responsibility, not just because that’s how it should be, but because that’s how it truly works. We can only get what we give at most, so I want to make sure people get a fair exchange while they’re here.








  • Then why are you celebrating the death of a bad person in the first place? That’s the actual “eye for an eye” shit that’s making you blind. The death itself isn’t worth celebrating, only the effect of it on the world.

    We are under attack dumbass. We’re being parasitized by the rich! The democratic system in the US is gone with the election of Trump. What the fuck do you actually think that would look like if not this? You’re either in denial, or too cowardly to actually stick to your word.



  • I’m not celebrating that a bad person died, but that the bad people are afraid. It’s fucked up to think any justice was delivered from the death of one guy. The justice comes from how this motivates people to work towards systemic change; a world where these rich sickos are held back rather than encouraged. These rich people are not like us, and their panic is driving that truth home. Make them panic more. Let them widen the divide between us and them. Force them to show their true colors.

    Simping for him is the right thing for us to do. It furthers his act of terror against the rich without spilling any blood. It doesn’t matter that it’s an empty threat for most of us; the more we celebrate him, the more people will take out their anger on the best targets imaginable.

    If we don’t do it, that lonely white man will just shoot innocent people for infamy like they’ve been doing. They will join the cops or vigilante fascists in lynching trans people of color like me to scratch their itch for blood. This agitation propaganda is helpful in combating the agit-prop from the right. They’ve been doing stochastic terrorism against children for years, so fuck them and their mother if they complain about civility.

    We’re in a state of nature now, with no political or economic sovereignty to speak of. We don’t have any human rights thanks to these rich idiots not appreciating the sweet deal they had, so I only feel empowered when I call their murderer hot.