bipp [she/her]

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Joined 2 years ago
Cake day: April 18th, 2024
  • bipp [she/her]@hexbear.nettotraaaaaaannnnnnnnnns@hexbear.net•The Raven - Trans Megathread from November 10th, 2025 to November 16th, 2025English
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    17 days ago
    Dysphoria/dysmorphia

    I feel this way too! I think it’s a little of both tbh. Dysphoria and dysmorphia are horrible and it can be really difficult to see yourself through any other lens. I’m constantly worried that when people compliment me, it’s in a “be nice to the tr***y” kind of way but it still happens and with total strangers too like you said and I do have lots of days where I don’t hate how I look. If I had to guess, I would say that you’re just a beautiful girl but it’s difficult for you to personally see that because of the aforementioned dysphoria/dysmorphia. I hope that one day you can fully see that in yourself, but I wouldn’t really know how that manifests because I’m stuck in the same position :/ cat-trans

  • bipp [she/her]@hexbear.nettotraaaaaaannnnnnnnnns@hexbear.net•Heat pumps -Trans Megathread from October 27th, 2025 to November 2nd, 2025English
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    1 month ago

    Yeah exactly, the lack of information is rough. I’m leaning towards keeping on as I have been because I feel like whatever’s gonna happen is gonna happen either way. I just get a tinge of discomfort when I see people talking about how they couldn’t even get a prescription until a year in or something. Like I’m doing something wrong idk. It seems like I’m progressing at a pretty normal rate right now, like my chest was really tender and sore for quite some time (less sore now) and there’s definitely some growth so maybe I’m just stressing myself out over nothing thonk

  • bipp [she/her]@hexbear.nettotraaaaaaannnnnnnnnns@hexbear.net•Heat pumps -Trans Megathread from October 27th, 2025 to November 2nd, 2025English
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    1 month ago

    My doctor had me start on prog as soon as I started HRT and now at about 9 months in, I’m wondering if that was a good choice or not? I wish there was better research on this topic but it seems like no one knows anything concrete about it. I developed breast buds and I’m starting to fill out so idk if it hindered anything but I can’t stop second guessing?

    I brought it up to her during our last appointment and she said it was fine and that lots of people start prog when they start estradiol and spiro but like… I don’t seem to see many of those people in the wild so idk? I feel like if it was gonna hurt breast development, I’m already too far in, but I think things are going fine there so far and I’m OK with not having big boobs I guess. I don’t know what to do blob-no-thoughts

  • bipp [she/her]@hexbear.nettotraaaaaaannnnnnnnnns@hexbear.net•Trans Megathread from October 20th, 2025 to October 26th, 2025English
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    1 month ago

    I’m just gonna hop on the pile here and agree with what everyone is saying. Starting HRT has made so many things make sense and it happened very quickly. Yes, you cry more, but it feels better. I actually feel like I’ve moved through my emotions when I’m done as opposed to still feeling down or strange. Also, there are tons of positive emotions that I feel now that I never felt before. I find myself smiling for no reason all the time and feeling this sense of lightness that I still can’t really describe. It’s not all bad, in fact, I would say it’s mostly better! And you can always stop if it’s too much right now!