ratboy [they/them]

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Cake day: August 17th, 2023

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  • They should make scarves instead

    Lmao

    I guess I wasnt clear, she doesnt have cancer anymore though idk if she ever got a follow up after surgery. I just dont know if I would’ve tried to talk to her again if it werent for that when I learned about it.

    She is just really emotionally fucked up and super unpredictable and when I see her I try not to talk about politics anymore but she HAS to fuckin bring shit up. And I can’t stay quiet, but then it turns to screaming and she doesnt listen, and she WILL fist fight me and beat my ass if I don’t stand down. She’s like a “used to run with Hells Angels and dated the biggest drug dealers in the county” type. And she wasnt around for a lot of my childhood and so I have a bunch of attachment shit so its really hard to think of cutting her off again. Especially if she does get sick again she won’t let me know about it, even if it were terminal I’m sure. But like, I just dont know if I can be around someone who stands for this person she doesnt even know shit about who is so hateful and has stoked so much fucking violence in this country. But I barely have friends or other family so that makes it harder



  • I was really hoping she wouldn’t care, but just found out my mom has a fucking “I stand with Charlie Kirk” hat. She’s an apolitical Gen Xer turned conservative that really doesnt understand what the fuck she’s talking about, and I know she doesn’t really stand for what they stand for but her brain is being fucking poisoned and she’s so insanely hard headed and just won’t listen to me no matter what I do.

    I went no contact for a while during the George Floyd uprisings because she just would not listen to me no matter how patiently I tried to explain things and engage with her… but my brother told me she had cancer several months later so we started talking again.

    I feel so stupid to be fucking crying over a stupid hat but I just know there’s nothing I can do, and I just don’t know if I can have a relationship with her anymore. I try hard to just not bring up politics when I see her but she always has to fucking pick at me so…idk. This really sucks.








  • Definitely. And at the time I didn’t really think to dig into Bernie’s positions on particular things. I had done it in the past with other politicians but I was limited in my ability to really find out what I wanted to know so it would take me hours and hours of searching to really figure out my position on politicians. My first election was for Obama’s first term and even then I was like “man all of these candidates are saying a lot of nothing but I GUESS his platform is the best”… So after that, with Bernie’s rhetoric it was easy to ride the wave and not put the effort in since even his milquetoast positions were way more radical