CommunistBear [he/him]

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Cake day: March 15th, 2021

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  • It feels like the opposite what I should be posting here but I feel like I need to at least say it: I have continued with my downward spiral for the xth month in a row. My drinking has maintained or increased, I drank well over 2 liters of liquor last week. I have continued to self-isolate from the people that I care about for a variety of reasons. I have all but completely stopped cooking and instead end up eating whatever fucking slop is available to me since I have so little free time. Half of my kitchen is broken anyways so cooking/meal prepping is dramatically harder anyways. One of my dogs is really sick and has been a struggle to properly care for. I am slowly falling deeper into debt in a way that is feeling suffocating with no real way out at the moment. Work is feeling increasingly perilous recently which is adding to the stress. The only thing that brings me any joy is walking my dogs, playing Hades 2, and numbing myself with weed/alcohol. I’m not tired per se since I sleep well and regularly exercise but I have a world weariness that is seemingly impossible to shake. I’m hanging in there but just being perfectly honest: shit sucks.











  • The only way I’d accept Platner’s Nazi tattoo is if he came out full force condemning the culture of fascism/nazism that is rampant throughout the US military. If he recognized and called out the various Nazi groups within the military, as a veteran, there might be a worthwhile discussion to be had. But he doesn’t. He’s still proud of his “service”. If he is truly repentant and has changed his ways, he needs to kill the America (and the idea of the American armed forces) that exists purely within his mind. He wasn’t in Iraq and Afghanistan “protecting our freedoms”, he was murdering brown people for cash and furthering the imperialist cause