she/her
I had a great time clubbing last night, but it also made me dysphoric. I saw a lot of pretty women in their early twenties while I’m here while I’m a trans woman in her mid twenties who’s fairly early in her transition, and they gave me a lot of gender envy. And it’s only somewhat recently that I started going out, since I was closed off before that. Why couldn’t I have been at this point in my life sooner.
Man, I am feeling very dysphoric this week, so I wrote a whole page about my transition to express my feelings and to tell myself that it isn’t my fault and that it’s okay. Journalling helps, and I feel a lot better
I had a therapy session yesterday and today I feel the emotions from it. I wish I was a girl sooner, and feel like I wasted my life. It literally feels like a nightmare I can’t wake up from. I’ve been crying all day and have no energy for school or even hobbies. I took a walk, and that helped a bit but not for long.
Ban Twitter
My attraction to guys keeps getting stronger, and it surprises me.
Teahrt have shut down their website
Nothing boosts your self esteem better than to hear I Love You from a gay drunk guy at the gay club. He also gave me his instagram. Turns out he’s a rich Saudi guy lol. Kinda feel bad for him tho, that he has to hide himself.
How do you approach girls at the clubs when you don’t know if they are wlw or/and like trans girls
If I don’t have a lot of friends, is there any hope for me that I will get a partner? I feel like people don’t want to be with someone who’s lonely.
Fuck the EU, seems like a lot of HRT providers inside the EU were taken offline. It’s harder for me to buy meds. Luckily I bought a couple of months worth of E last month, but my bica runs out next month and I want to start prog. I found a provider based in Hong Kong, but I’m almost sure it will be seized by the border guards, since they check everything from Asia.
I don’t know the apps as well, so I hope soemone has better recommendations
No one wants to date or fuck me now I’m trans. I remember having some people that were into me when I was living as a guy, bit because of dysphoria I didn’t initiate or reciprocate. But now it’s zero. I used to have more matches on dating apps but now it’s way less. I decided to go for T4T on Grindr. It’s mostly for hookups, but whatever, I need to feel something. Let’s see if I lose my virginity this way.
Same. I want to be desired, instead of ignored
I’ve been dressing more fem around my friends. I’m happy I dared to take that step, although I’m sad I didn’t do it earlier
Do any of you use Grindr for T4T, and does it work for you?
Dutchies, don’t forget to vote for BIJ1 today
What’s your idea of a kinky outfit? For in the club?
Bocce/petanque is amazing and played it a lot as a kid. I want to get back into it
Proto furry
dysphoria, pre-hrt looks
Looking at old photos of me before HRT is crazy. I thought I looked somewhat feminine, yet I just looked like a long haired man with a receding hairline